Chapter 5 : If You Think You're Lonely Now
Blake Cunningham is mine. Plain and simple. He told me about his friends, Roy, JJ, Nina, and Kennedy. Kennedy and Blake have been friends since childhood and he met the others through him. The simple fact of the matter is they are on the same level as me and that has to change. B=I love Blake. He gives me attention, he is there to support me financially, emotionally, and my GOD, physically. When we have disagreements, he seems to always call or references one of them.
I know they are a part of his life, but they are his past, I am his future. A two person relationship can’t work with five people. Blake once told me, if they did not approve of me, I would probably not be around. I am grown and so is he, where does he get off telling me I need a signature of approval from these people. Who are they? But I guess I have to tolerate it for now. Or do I?
I decided to call his friend Kennedy to try and get some credit to my side. I picked up the phone and called Kennedy.
“Hey, Devon! How are you?” He started.
“I am fine. I was just trying to understand some things about your pal, Blake.”
“Go on.” He said.
We talked about some of Blake and I conversations, and i remembered him saying that Kennedy think alike as far as, emotional view is concerned. So playing on those strings, I tried to enlighten Kennedy to my view, on Blake’s friends and him hanging out with people that I don’t go around.
The task proved to be more difficult than I thought, because he said fixed on Blake’s side, explaining Blake’s side of being tied down, wanting to feel loose and still be committed. Somehow through the conversation I confessed of calling my ex to stir Blake’s attention just because he was with his friends. Obviously Kennedy did not like this, but consolidated the differences and stayed objective. I got off the phone, feeling bad I even tried to take the devious route. Maybe they are not that bad after all.
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